2009-10-16 19:36:09
Sometimes we fight
It's better black and white
It's better black and white
Es extraño que empiezo mi tema personal en otra lengua, ¿verdad? Pues, es que no sé que decir todavia y casi nadie aqui me entenderé. ¿Y por qué entonces he hecho esto tema? Como todos (pues, asi lo creo) - expresionar mis emociones. ¡Vamos a empezar!
читать дальше2009-10-19 20:16:35
I don't like playing foolish games. You don't mind that I will write this note in English, right? Why am I doing such weird thing? Dunno. I just wanted to express here all that I have in my mind as always but... Something has changed recently. I feel like playing in a banal TV series... Somebody, please, kill me or give my brain back.
2009-10-20 19:37:08
The world has turned crazy. I feel like a traitor. Bermudian triangle, as Nat called this situation. And what should I do? Dating with one, having crush on another... I am a scum, right? Somebody, please, kill me for my crime, I confess.
2009-10-21 08:36:11
Saturday? I don't know really... Every time I talk to you I feel uneasier. It is difficult and I can't stand this. Todas as ruas de amor? No love. No peace. And my knees are trembling. Ashame on me.
2009-10-21 09:47:41
I have too many thoughts right now. I want to refuse, I've decided. Sorry. "I'm sorry for breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep".
crush crush crush... ruins.
heart heart heart... knives.
love love love... traitors.
We need to talk.
2009-10-21 21:36:11
"Traitor traitor traitor!" - this voice keeps screaming in my head. What if I am a real traitor? I can't live with this!!!! And I act like a little child. I know.
And brothers are real help. I was gifted with you, bro'. You are great, really. Thank you that you are here in my world.
2009-10-21 23:22:44
Next week. Last chance for you.
Not to love you.
2009-10-22 08:20:43
Solution found.
9 days left. Be ready. 'cause I'm not.
And I hate your life-plan. I'm not that kind of man.
2009-10-22 20:42:50
What??? What will happen on Thursday??? Something special that will change everything?
NO! NO! NO! I don't love you, no!
My "love-life" is too complicated. HELP!
2009-10-23 08:10:36
"A little bit longer and I'll be fine". Not about me. Nothing good. Too complicated. No peace.
8 days left. Try to forget.
2009-10-23 23:50:11
You are silly. I wrote everything. And... what? You don't understand??!!!!!
Shiiiiiit
2009-10-24 08:00:16
7 days left.
You are too awesome, really. You can't be so real and so shy at a time. It's unfair, you know?
And you, the first one, start "the forgetting process"!
2009-10-25 11:48:56
6 days left.
Gosh, why are you so slow, eh???
2009-10-26 11:53:26
5 days left.
Remembered that I wanted to fell in love this year. Strange decision, right? The strangest thing that I have nearly done it.
You are slow! But great. Kind. Your smile makes people feel happy. Or it only happens to me?
Can't wait 'till 5 o'clock.
2009-10-27 07:10:08
4 days left.
Probably there will be more "days left". Awful.
I am stupid. I tell you nealy everything. And it only holds you away from me. I'm stupid, little...
2009-10-28 08:52:46
1 day left.
What happenned? I talked to your friend. Another chance for you? I don't know. Say "no" to you? I. Don't. Know!
Now everything in my mind is smashed. And it's awful. Because one day, one evening changed nearly everything.
And it's a pity that you have such a good friend.
2009-10-29 10:56:41
0 days left.
Good morning! Again. It is cute, yeah?
4 hours left.
I still dunno' what to do.
Кофе с пряником. Воспоминания. Спасти капитана Джаспера.
2009-10-30 07:49:49
Freedom. Official freedom!
Капучино с пряничным сиропом. Срочно!
2009-10-31 08:00:34
I keep going on easily. Strange dreams, really. And an ice-rink is delayed 'till next Saturday. Возмездие, ха?
2009-11-03 11:25:25
You've fallen in love, right? And what should I do? Dunno'. But I can't speak to you so free again. I need to see the other one.
Кругом мысли,
Центрифугой голова.
Тошнотворный запах больницы,
Спаси меня отсюда - вот моя мольба.
2009-11-05 02:29:59
You still want me near you. As a what? Lover? Gosh, don't be so silly!
Evangelion 2.0 was great. But DVDRip for such an event... Awful. And it was cold outside.
I don't want to sleep. Because you are on the other side. No, you, the first one, is sleeping dreaming about your far future plans and I am talking to the second one!
Nothing happens. Nearly nothing. And I wanna meet your friends. Especially one of them. We both want. And I hope nobody will be on my way.
Brother, I tell you again: you are great and too cute to be real.
2009-11-05 15:06:58
Somebody kill me! She is sitting and chatting with a guy that has crush in her. And it's horrible! Because I don't have other way than sit near them...
Bad day. Waiting for your crying. You think that I give you promises. Mistake. Mistash. Misshoot. ¿Mierda, y que hago yo, hombre?
2009-11-06 08:10:26
I was too siliy, eh? But I want to be 'friends', not 'maybe still friends'. And what did you say? "Maybe not"??? I am the one here who decides 'yes' or 'no' in this situation! I am the ruler here!
Too sleepy to say to you goodbye. Sorry. Our meeting is delayed again. Horrible! Horrible! Horrible!
2009-11-16 11:41:02
Too many feelings. And thoughts too.
Being shy is like a curse. I'm running away.
Sick of my illness - mental and physical.
I saw you! And ran away again.
You are still waiting. Though I say to you 'NO!' everyday.
Do you know something? Oh, that's why you use dirty methods.
I divide you. 'The first one' and 'the second one'.
1. Too clever.
2. A little silly. Like me.
To 'the first one': stop talking, it's irritating.
To 'the second one': speak, I want to know you. Probably you don't?
Trying to fit in the situation. But I can't. I continue running away.
Finish.
Время, прекрати улетать.
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