The most-fucking-foolish thing I've ever did in my life.
Searching for the parts of his past life was incorrect. I hate that "seeker" thing in me. I hate the feeling that I have to know everything about a person I am with.
It was a bad idea to remember his daughter's face.
It was an even worse idea to learn his ex-wife's face.
Well, the only thing that I don't regret about this is that she looks far older than him. I guess, I'm starting to like my age more and more every day.
But still. Now sometimes I see her in his flat. I am pretending how she was cooking for him, how she slept with him... I know, I will surpass it in a couple of days or a week maximum. But still.